i wonder how some teens just have the energy to stay up all night and go to school the next. *sigh* while i can't function on less than 10 hours sleep tops.
some annoying know-it-all high pitched voice in my head is saying, " I know I know!" out of no where.
"It's because they have something that kept them going on,"
what, crack?
"no, teenage love affairs, that they can't sleep at all afraid of being seperated from the other person,"
shut up, those are just crap. you can't buy LV bag with those crap, so i don't need it to stay awake to study.
anyway, that is absurd. i know. HAHA. so yeah, i am desperate to find a way to stay awake and doesn't really need to have 10 hours sleep to function cause 24 hours is seriously not enough and i have a lot to catch up on my studies. *sigh* caffeine doesn't work for me. cause it's either the caffeine or the sugar, i get seriously majorly hyper and start doing things only people on alcohol would do and can't focus on being serious. that made my friends say "i wonder how you would be on alcohol," HAHA ;DD
my parents told me something that is probably going to change my life forever. and i have to leave my friends and have to start from scratch. there are pros and cons from it but somehow, i only have one and a half years left for high school, why i have to start over so late? and having to change to a totally different environment and probably different things to learn and cope with? i hope that it's one of their plans that didn't work out. man oh man :( i don't think i have to tell my friends about it anyway, not that they mind about it. plus i don't think it's going to happen, but somehow the possibility is endless. especially that my dad is determine that he wants to start over, and already had a major long term project at that particular place. where? i don't think it matters, as long as it's far from here they said and me and my mum used to talk about starting over, getting away from those people and a place that no one knows who we are cause who we are that put our life at stake. hmmpphh. i better not think about it and focus on scoring for my coming test. toodles.
some annoying know-it-all high pitched voice in my head is saying, " I know I know!" out of no where.
"It's because they have something that kept them going on,"
what, crack?
"no, teenage love affairs, that they can't sleep at all afraid of being seperated from the other person,"
shut up, those are just crap. you can't buy LV bag with those crap, so i don't need it to stay awake to study.
anyway, that is absurd. i know. HAHA. so yeah, i am desperate to find a way to stay awake and doesn't really need to have 10 hours sleep to function cause 24 hours is seriously not enough and i have a lot to catch up on my studies. *sigh* caffeine doesn't work for me. cause it's either the caffeine or the sugar, i get seriously majorly hyper and start doing things only people on alcohol would do and can't focus on being serious. that made my friends say "i wonder how you would be on alcohol," HAHA ;DD
my parents told me something that is probably going to change my life forever. and i have to leave my friends and have to start from scratch. there are pros and cons from it but somehow, i only have one and a half years left for high school, why i have to start over so late? and having to change to a totally different environment and probably different things to learn and cope with? i hope that it's one of their plans that didn't work out. man oh man :( i don't think i have to tell my friends about it anyway, not that they mind about it. plus i don't think it's going to happen, but somehow the possibility is endless. especially that my dad is determine that he wants to start over, and already had a major long term project at that particular place. where? i don't think it matters, as long as it's far from here they said and me and my mum used to talk about starting over, getting away from those people and a place that no one knows who we are cause who we are that put our life at stake. hmmpphh. i better not think about it and focus on scoring for my coming test. toodles.
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